Glory by Jay-Z feat. Blue Ivy Carter <3
WHY HAVE I NOT SEEN THIS YET?!??!??!??!??!?! BEST SONG EVER!! BEYONCE IS SO HOT!!!!!
woah. i need to go calm myself……………….
happy 30th birthday, Beyonce, you sexy diva, you!
current thoughts
So what I’m realizing is there is no right way to go about things. We’re all these lost little sheep. I don’t think anyone even knows what they’re looking for.
Some people think they’re looking for their dream job. But most people end up either with that dream job and wishing they were doing something else or they end up doing something completely different than what they dreamt of.
Some people think they’re just looking for fun. But fun always ends in someone getting hurt. Someone losing something or someone they care about. Or multiple people they care about………….
Some people are looking for love. And despite my love life being a completely confusing and mixed up mess, I still believe that this is the most important pursuit in life. I might not be looking for it on purpose, but I definitely don’t like being alone. I don’t think anyone does… I mean, think about it. If you’re alone, how do you feel about that? It sucks, right?
There are days I wake up and I just want to call every boy I have ever even spoken to and pray that one of them will just come keep me company. There are days I wake up excited and ready to take on the world as a strong independent woman. But you know, Beyonce wrote “Independent Women” and “Single Ladies” and in the meantime, she’s got Jay-Z wrapped around her finger and she is very much in love.
But sometimes love just isn’t enough… If I can love with every ounce of my being and still not be able to make it work, how can love be enough?
And that’s what I’m trying to figure out…
You know what? I’m trying to figure anything out. Everything. Life.
Life is a mess. Life is a struggle. Life is a rollercoaster.
There are ups and downs and in-betweens, but I think we need to just smile and hope that we make the right decisions, we turn down the right paths and we end up happy in the end. So don’t panic, I guess.
